Yesterday... well I guess now it was two days ago, was an abysmal day at work. Then my overnight I just got off of was even worse. I didn't sleep all day, so about 1 in the morning, I hit a wall (I'm there til 6). I just kept getting worse and worse and worse, my body was falling apart, my muscles aching, my knees threatening to leave their anatomically correct locations, even last week when I was sick I didn't feel this bad. It's all because I didn't sleep. So was it worth it? HELL YES!!!
The reason I didn't sleep all day can be summed up in one word: Amanda. Even factoring in one of my worst days at Casey's yet, today was the very best day of my life! Spain doesn't compare, first kiss doesn't compare, nothing even comes close. If I could pick one day to relive over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over, I'd pick today.
Here's how my day went: up, Amanda, more Amanda, even more Amanda, work while secretly talking to Amanda, now bed and writing a blog... about Amanda. In case you were wondering, today was all about my best friend. I couldn't pick a better person to dedicate an entire day to.
I have known for a few months now that she and I were great friends. But the past few weeks... wow. The past 24 years of my life have felt like a jigsaw puzzle and now she's come in and filled in all the blanks. She brings out the best in me, we can talk about everything, anything, or nothing. We once spent 2 hours at McDonald's. Why? We wanted to. Then today (er yesterday now) we spent 3 hours at Burger King, and then like 5 or 6 hours sitting in my van just talking. I've never felt so comfortable around anyone before. I trust her 100% and I would die for her. She's worth more to me than all the money in the universe. I was recently pursuing a job with a higher pay, easy scheduling, all that fun stuff. Granted it was only part time, but still. I decided against it, cuz weird hours or not... I still get to see Amanda.
I wish I could say exactly what makes us click perfectly. But I think it's something only we have. I have never had such a perfect friendship before. I will not have one again. She doesn't judge me. She listens when I need her to. She shares her life with me. She lets me share mine with her. She gives me strength when I need it. She motivates me to be better than I am without making me feel like I am a failure now. Her smile is addictive... her laughter intoxicating. She makes me feel like I am amazing and I don't have to act like anything I'm not with her. When I'm with her there is no outside world, just us. When I'm not with her I'm waiting until I am. She is my best friend. No one else even comes close. I would say I love her, but love is nowhere near strong enough... I *something* you Amanda! I will for all eternity.
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