VENT

Things that bug me right now:

People who can't take a fucking hint that when it takes me fucking forever to respond to a text, it's cuz i'm fucking sleeping
People that when told i'm sleeping cuz i have work tonite, keep fucking texting me
Girls who try to break up my relationship (some to date me, others for their own fucking reasons)
Guys who do the same (you couldn't even begin to fathom how awesome Amanda is, you can't handle her, don't even fucking try)
People who read a couple of my blogs and think they have me figured out
Things I thought were fucking confidential weren't so confidential... I respect your privacy, do the fucking same for me
Fucking idiots who think that because I'm Christian, I'm dumb, HEY RETARD!!! TRY NOT TO FUCKING GENERALIZE!!!! cuz you know... that kind of prejudice sounds VERY smart
People who think that because they're Christian, they're better than everyone else WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!!!!
The fact that my fly trap got knocked over so now I have to buy a new one
The fact that a VERY important part of my life is 2000 miles away
Overnights
My manager is a fucking moron... I'm sorry, but the dumbest of my cats could run the store better than you
The fact that my motivation slipped and I haven't gone walking for a week
The fact that the weather was awesome, but because of my work schedule and my parents, had no time to go for a walk
The fact that the weather is going to go down to the 30's this weekend... WTF
The fact that my mother refuses to let my dad help me work on my house, because she wants a rummage sale for THEIR house
My mother
The fact that I have lost any ability to compose any music and everything I come up with sounds like complete and utter fucking crap
I feel my intelligence going down... soon I'll actually be equal to the idiots in this fucking town
That the simple beauty and culture of Iowa is being overshadowed by the worst elements of it, namely the fucking rednecks
Self centered high school kids who think the world has to revolve around them (oh college is going to fuck you hard... as well as some horny co-ed who doesn't want to use protection... have fun changing diapers)
The fact that I have more education than 3/4 of this fucking town, but they all think I'm a fucking idiot and can't believe I can give them correct change (you idiot I can do math so far above your fucking head, of course I can give you $1.67 back)
The fact that I found out that chocolate soy milk actually tastes good...
That starting the first of May... I'm giving up all pop and carbonated beverages... and I'm going to be in hell
That I'm actually going to go on a diet and all the health food costs twice as much as the crap food... no wonder obesity is an epidemic in this country
The fact that my idiot ignorant manager thinks that basic need stuff like food for the unfortunate in the form of food stamps is something she doesn't think we taxpayers have to fucking sink our money in to, but it's fine for her daughter's $40,000 a year salary
The fact that some of you will read that and take it as "Luke doesn't think teachers should get paid well"
The fact that some of you are now wondering how I DID mean it.
The fact that we keep fucking football in school, but music, drama, and the other fine arts have to struggle to maintain their place
The fact that I make so little I'll never be able to afford a new trombone
I wish people were excited or happy to have me as part of their life... rather than just tolerant
Since my loans are kicking my ass, I can't get any credit going
The fact that my emotional support system out here only consists of two people... one of which I can't even trust with my cat...