Ok well I failed after only one day at this... (working overnights and trying to clean out one house while remodeling another takes it out of you...) but I shall catch up now. So let's jump right in.
My first love... do you mean like the first crush I had when I was really little... or the first time I actually fell for someone? I'll go with the first time I fell for someone, it's more interesting and tragic. (Again no real names). Her name was Nikki. We went to school together and my first year at that school (was 6th grade) we weren't that close, but starting late that year and then working into jr. high, we started getting closer. I think it was driver's ed where we really took off. By the time we got to high school, we were best friends. Then we started taking band trips and choir trips (the jazz groups traveled a lot) and we were always together. Then came that dreaded moment... the moment I realized I thought of her as more than a friend. Well at first I don't think the feeling was reciprocated... at all. Then by our Junior year... things started to change. But since Luke has never been very good with the ladies, I didn't ask her to our junior prom. I remember thinking that I was going to ask her right after xmas break got over. I got a call the day after xmas... she went to a friend's family xmas and met the friend's brother... and that's when everything fell apart. He treated her like a sex toy, and it kills me. She was a fair princess between high school and college and when we were there... she just spent the whole time flirting with other guys and ignoring me, then almost just got in to some random guy's car. That was the other turning point. We started going to the same college, but she kept having guys sleep with her, and one time we even slept together (no funny stuff just sleep) But everything kind of fell through during college, we grew in to two separate people. Now she is dating some guy twice her age who isn't the nicest guy and she has two kids with him. Who knows what would have happened if I asked her to prom first, but it really doesn't matter now does it?
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